Tonight a piece of me died ….

Have you ever felt that moment when you feel that something inside you has … dissapeared ?
Probably yes, probably not … Well, in case you don’t it feels fuckin weird. Knowing that something
that you knew it was there, you could have virtually “touched” it, and sometimes it became a ground basis to inspire your trust and your further hopes and dreams just poofed away … pooof.
I find that fascinating, relating on parts of our life in different moments to sustain our performance and continuanity in time. Most of the times you rely on knowledge, of what you actually learnt to help you succed in a school, in a new job or just a dinner-like conversation you might carry with a know-stuff person. You built your schelet relying on that. Some other times there are just feelings, basic normal every-day feelings. souds weird but whaever you might want to attend on your own, it’s not possible without going to feelings. That’s a bit weird .. loosing feelings. In the same time you have to earn something to put in the place that’s now empty (vacancy like). Friends for example, friends make a great replacement for all kinds of lost soul assets.Finding the right friend, uh well that’s just another story …
good night …