Peace of mind …

I think that I finally acquired what my mindfields have been waiting for a long time. Overcoming what it was previously described as a cultural-shock, which sometimes lasts for a month or two, or on the other hand, a life for others … and a deception in feelings (I cannot call it love as it hasn’t been true love in a very long time). It’s a journey … and I have just sat sail. Wind seems to be blowing in my veils quite powerful, althought the waters are not steady at most times. It’s dangerous this sea, I can feel it, wind is deceiving, and if you cannot make right use of it, it will be gone before you know it. But right now, although I am being still being streched between two paths … it finally seems I can see the way properly. I hope, I’m just not deceiving myself, as this inner peace I feel inside should be what it takes for the moment to keep it going. I prey … to have that someone soon, and I find that as hard I try to make it myself, it might not be a matter I cannot fix all by myself.
School starts again tomorrow, new faces and old faces … dreams and hopes, teachers and all the stuff …
I must have got a cold, cause I feel my throat on pins …
Guess I’ll sign off here … `nite