Feeling good …

Today I had after much time the satisfaction of a well did thing (and almost finished as well). It is hard for me to finish things that I have started… I’m a gemini, it stays in my nature they say.
I like to start things, it gets me excited and I like to make plans … I just suck at fullfiling them. I feel bad when I can’t deliver things I have to, I feel embarassed and bad about myself as an overall idea. Today I saw the sun … he glanced at me and said : ” See you in the summer. ” I wish I could have told him that I can’t wait for the summer, I will get home too late and I would like to see him sooner. He didn’t hang around to hear that though. I am … in strange state of mind. I seem to have changed, I care and I don’t care anymore and would like to have something else but in the same time I am quite satisfied with what I have now. Except money… money I miss. And old saying tells us … “it’s better to miss money than feeling the lack of them.” It sounds weird in english. Enough for tonight … cheers …