Absence time …

I have failed to update my mindfields in the last month … mainly because I have been on holiday. It’s true … I could have written some stuff before I left but I guess being too busy dreaming and hoping a lot of things kinda’ took up all the time dedicated to the laptop. Most often question I get nowadays is … how was your holiday. Well … I guess the best word to explain it would be : ” WOOOOW!!! “. It was : hot and sunny, dry and wet, juicy and sorrow, happy and sad, hoping and experiencing … and more. I should display some pictures to make a point, right ? Hmm .. let’s look in the treasure chest.





Then again… I can say I’ve seen all my friends, and I am proud enough to say that with some of them I really spent as wanted. My parents(especially my Mom) were a bit deprecated from the time I had, and untill now regrets pursue me in understanding that I should have reserved more time for them as well. Gotta’ check that on my agenda next time I go home. Unfortunately I forecast even shorter times to spend in Romania, therefore I guess I will have to filter who I want to meet and whom not to meet.
My sister is turning 15 years old today – 11 of august 1991 – was a beautifull Sunday morning, when my mother gave birth in the sound of the church bells to a healthy little girl weighting 4800gr, naming her Maria, close to the Christian celebration of St.Mary that is happening on the 15th of August. I have neglected her as well when I’ve been home… *sigh* you can’t make them all happy can you ? On the other hand I had all the proper time to get dissapointed by some friends. I don’t question the reasons, but the only thought of knowing that they were aware of the fact that they were dissapointing me, makes one as if that is a real friend or has turn inevitably to a pure complesence?
I had a meeting today with Bonnier Publications, it seems that we might have gotten a contract, Martin was happy, I was too, but I’m gonna hold the champagne for when I’ll see the contract signed (I’ve always been reticent to getting happy premature).
Right now, I think I am ready for sleep. Might change residence soon … this weekend I’m home alone.